I went to work last night hoping that It would get my mind off of her. When I went to work I had co-workers hug me and express their sympathy. We talked about our dogs and it was nice to know that there were other people that loved their pups just as much as we loved Lucy. I hosted a Pizza Night at my work and had a great evening laughing with everyone.
On my way home, the song "Life ain't always beautiful" came on the radio and I looked down at my passenger side car seat and all I could see and think about was Lucy. I cried the entire way home.
That night after he came in we both sat on the couch and cried. We talked about Luc for hours. Brad said that Crowley came int he garage tonight and was chewing on a piece of wood, the same piece of wood Lucy was chewing on the night before. It made him his her.
Crowley is so sad. We don't know what to do to make her feel better. She just keeps sniffing and looking for her. I wear sweatpants around the house at night, usually the same pair all week. Crowley keeps following me around sniffing and licking my pants. She must smell Lucy and it breaks my heart. It makes me miss her.
This morning brought more tears as I felt myself moving my legs at the end of the bed to try to find her. She slept at the bottom of our bed most nights. Mostly in between my legs. It made me miss her.
Crowley came in our room this morning and I sat there waiting for Lucy to start barking. The nights that she didn't sleep in our room she slept in the living room with Crowley. Crowley would then show off by jumping the gate and then come into our room. Then little Luc would stand up on the gate until one of use would come pick her up and bring her in our room. It made me miss her.
Everything reminds us of her...
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